Now it is definitive =)

As I wrote in this post, not all the money needed for the wedding was secured, but now it is! We are going to contact the church and the 'castle' where we are going to have the reception and do the final booking. Oh... I guess it is usual to have 'second thoughts' now when it is really definitive. =)
Don't take me wrong, I do very much want to marry my fiancé and live the rest of my life with him, but it is sooo much money! I have a million things I could spend them on instead. =)
But this is what we both want to do and if we are going to do it, it should be proper and as we dream of. I don't want to feel too much hold back because of the money.
Enough talk about money!